Yet another post of the day....

I'm doing a double post because I really don't want to study....

Signs of old age....
I can't remember facts and theory as much as I do in High School.
Signs of old age....

Oh no!!

Anyway, I need to bury my head in 19 chapter worth of Advertising.... My goodness...
Oh hi, Intro to Mass Comm...
No, apparently I haven't forgotten about you....
Yes, Yes... I'll dive into you soon.

Sigh.... apart from that, College has been blissful.
I'm happy.... and since I'm so upset about missing out on the fun in High school.... I'm gonna strecth myself thin during college... I ain't no missing out on no fun no more....

Anyway, on a more emo tone....
I am an emo writer BTW.... so don't complain.

Coming to college made me realise I'm not that good anymore...
I've always been above average in grades and stuff like that... But now, I really think I should improve myself...

Suppose to submit an entry for an essay competition... but I missed the dateline.... WHY oh WHY, Ginny!!!!

It must be because of KUMON... the kids are so smart there, I feel intimidated. But I still love them, they're an adorable bunch....

I have "the" long awaited 2 month holiday later in Nov and Dec....
and I've made a concious decision to not travel so much and stay home to work on my shortcomings....
I really shouldn't go on living my life half full...
It's also a certain subject that I took this semester... It made me aware about the fact that I need to put in more effort, coz I ain't gonna just sail through without failing...

Yes, apparently studying in 5 Alfa made me a little kiasu... which is good in my case coz I normally just couldn't careless....

Anyway, on a more happy side, I am going to Hong Kong again....
And I'm gonna shop, shop and shop!!!!
Really, months of not dressing up is making me sick....
I can't believe myself!!!
For the past 12 months I've been parading my face buck naked without no make up....

I'm ashamed! and Horrified!!

Oh no....

Anyway, I'm gonna hyave to take time out to re-analyse this year's trend before I go shopping...

Api dan keinginan untuk besolek saya sudah membarak semula... (does it make sense)
I guess my BM just went *poof* after SPM....

Owh... 7 minutes behind my studying schedule.... I'm late! I'm late... Off with my head....
Just kidding.... you didn't think I'm that nerdy, did you?!
Oh maybe I am.... Teehee

A year worth of rant...

It's been more than a year since a last updated... I bet no one will be reading it now, hence I can rant to my heart content...

Time flies by, without realising, it's been a little more than a year already. In this short 12+, many have changed... without realising, I've become this being that even I am unable to comprehend... It could be for the better or worse...

Dreams and ambition that I've cherished for years suddenly feel so foreign and insignificant... Maybe I've grown up, maybe I just creased to notice them anymore...

More importantly, I'm starting to feel like a complete different being....

But I guess it doesn't matter, does it? We're obviously a entire different being from what we are when we're kids or in primary school.... Things change, we just fail to notice them...

Talking about school.... I miss high school... Recently I'm becoming more and more depressed and dismayed about the things I did not do in high school...

I blame it on shoujo manga.... read to much and it pollutes your mind making you think, breath and talk unreasonably.... But really, I do miss the times when I was able to skip class and laugh at people jumping over the fence while being chased by teachers, and the various mischevious act that I get into.... Yes, even the sisterhood stick that makes no sense at all...

I'm definetely going to demand that our high school gang meet up soon... I miss them to bits...

See, can believe I'm saying this right.... The ice queen from 1 year ago wouldn't have missed anyone... In fact I didn't, until recently....

What is puberty doing to our brains???!!! I demand an explanation....

Oh wait, I'm not even in that growth period anymore....
dang!!!!