Once upon a time

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As weird as this seems, the above picture reminds me of childhood. The peacefulness in the photo somehow gives me the nostalgic feeling that I thought I lost long ago... I wonder how everyone's doing?

I'm really sorry... must be the amount of film and art analysis I've been doing for my asignment... I'm becoming all emotional and dramatic *weeps*. Okay, not really...

Seriously, I've never notice it till now.... How fast time passes by. I could still remember vividly how I would play with my cousins in Genting and how I was so afraid of the life size barbie doll in Veron's apartment everytime I go to Hong kong.

I haven't been to Genting for years.... and I haven't been to Hong Kong for 5 years, so much for calling it my 2nd home.... I'll be going there in about 2 weeks time, I wonder if it's still the same... Would I still know how to take the public transport? Would the buildings still remain as it is?

I wonder.... and I can't wait to find out.

On a second note, I realise I haven't met up with lots of people that used to be close to me... The other day I saw Athena with her cousin brother... acting like real cousins. I wonder how long have it been since I've last spoken to any of mine... as a matter of fact seen any of them.

I guess I kinda miss the carefree days I used to have during my childhood... The days where I used to be pampered to death like a princess.... Now I'm nothing more than just another adult that needs to fend for herself. I wish that sometimems, there's actually a shoulder to lean on... But i know that's something that would never happen (excluded Jesus Okay... coz he sure there one. but in the human world).

Recently, I've been quite concern for things that I would have never pay attention to... I feel the ice melting, but I'm not really sure if it'll do me any good... In fact, I think I would rather stay the way I am... cold and collected..

p/s : Forget the cold and collected part.. it's megasales time... i'm like an excited bunny!!!! and I have a feeling that the magic plastic is gonna explode... and my tail will get burn in the process... OH BUNNY!!!

A lil something bout movies

God is awesome!!! When for a movie with TK and gang..... but then, I didn't manage to get the tickets where else everyone bought theirs.... At that moment I was like, crap!!!
But guess what, I saw my darling.... So instead of watching a movie which would never be my initial choice, I got to watch the movie which I was dying to watch!!! Neh neh...

Isn't God awesome.... He always makes things better when it seems blah....

And, I guess I should stop procrastinating and get started on my never ending to-do list.... I always procrastinate when it comes to my responsibilities and work... Guitar, tomorrow lah. Exams, the night before 1st lah. Singing, never practice also... then kena kaboom by teacher.... Undang, heck! I'm the only idiot w/o a license.....

I really should get started!!!!!

*tomorrow 1st lar*
Someone shoot me already T.T

Seriously..... It's annoying when things you plan never turn out right....
And I really don't feel like blogging...
Coz I'm in a terrible mood....
Too much Ice-cream and stuff..... Too much of Good becomes no good...

Meow!!!!

Me super bored.... but me don't wanna do asignment.... Ignore the Meow.... I have no idea what sound does bunny make.

Neh neh neh....

a funny little feeling....

Oh Bunny, you have no idea how happy I am right now.... Finally, Blogger decided to fix the stupid error.... I can once again edit my posts. Yay! Yay! * shakes bunny tail*

I don't know how to express this, but have you ever felt like everything is in a mess and that your life is screwed beyond repair?? Then it suddenly strikes you that you have been experiencing lots of blessings in the midst of the storm...

I haven't blog about anything about God in awhile.... Now, now. Don't give me comments that I'm trying to act all holy and goody-good, coz as a matter of fact, I'M NOT. And it's actually a shame that I haven't been being good and nice and kind and spiritual.... I feel bad for not living up to the standards.... But, meh.... tomorrow's a new day, and I'll try to be good.... until someone steals my carrot....

Oh yeah, I'm not trying to act cute... I just like referring to myself as a bunny. There's something about those ears that are so attractive and captivating...

Anyway....
I've got to admit that God's grace have been enough to help me through minor problems.... But I do wonder why he wouldn't take away the big storms. Hmm... what's on his mind?? I wonder...

You see, the world have not been very kind to me for the past years.... and I struggle pull through each day... And I always wish that I could just sleep and never wake up just like sleeping beauty (but I don't want some ugly prince who smells like garlic to kiss me la). If that happens I confirm die of seizure...

But when I start remembering about those small things.... I realise that I've actually been really bless... I mean which idiot can proudly say that *it* have been going for holidays abroad yearly? or have people pop out of no-where and give you help... or somehow always have $ to use even without having any allowance or income. Seriously, like I have no idea how I've been surviving w/o allowance from my parents this few months.... and have 2 wonderful aunties that suddenly out of the blue pay my music classes fees.... or have my mum suddenly agreeing to pay for my driving classes...

I'm in awe at how things miraculously turn out right.... and I'm taken by total surprise of how I manage to survive thus far...

You wouldn't believe it but my life is liken to a soap opera with lots of drama and tragedy and scandals and totally dysfunctional..... But I can proudly say that Jesus will be with me through it all.

Things might or might not get better... But God will and always will be GOD....
And I'm glad to know that....

It's 12.08 am.... so, it means it's a brand new day.....
Which means more drama and headache....
Which means omg-i'm-gonna-go-nuts....
But then God will give me just enough sanity to pull through another day...

but then hor..... God ar?! When will all this end ar?!

*grumbles*

Anyway,
my prayer tonight (pls don't fall asleep or get carried away with bunnies tales) will be that of thankfulness.... and not on my troubles, I mean it's not gonna go away, at least not now, So why bother complaining??

Lol... Just got this comment from Facebook.
Love is to be Vulnerable.... I'm Sorry, I'm afraid that's the only thing I cannot do.

To be vulnerable is something beyond my comprehension... Oh well.

And to a certain someone, No, I am not losing my bet.. And no... it's not some illegal betting or gambling or anything like that... it's just a friendly competition to stop me from procrastinating...

I know, this is super random. But I don't feel like doing a proper blog post for now... at least until blogger fix the stupid error...

Seriously, I need to like edit my posts.... Like why is blogger soooo infinity time slow in fixing their bug....

And, yes. I do miss a certain someone, but fear not you won't know exactly who... coz I'm not gonna wear my heart on my sleeve.... Probably it'll just go away if i keep repeating it. Meh, It will... coz that's what I've been doing for years....

Coming up: I shall blog bout what I want for my birthday!!!