Oh Bunny, you have no idea how happy I am right now.... Finally, Blogger decided to fix the stupid error.... I can once again edit my posts. Yay! Yay! * shakes bunny tail*
I don't know how to express this, but have you ever felt like everything is in a mess and that your life is screwed beyond repair?? Then it suddenly strikes you that you have been experiencing lots of blessings in the midst of the storm...
I haven't blog about anything about God in awhile.... Now, now. Don't give me comments that I'm trying to act all holy and goody-good, coz as a matter of fact, I'M NOT. And it's actually a shame that I haven't been being good and nice and kind and spiritual.... I feel bad for not living up to the standards.... But, meh.... tomorrow's a new day, and I'll try to be good.... until someone steals my carrot....
Oh yeah, I'm not trying to act cute... I just like referring to myself as a bunny. There's something about those ears that are so attractive and captivating...
Anyway....
I've got to admit that God's grace have been enough to help me through minor problems.... But I do wonder why he wouldn't take away the big storms. Hmm... what's on his mind?? I wonder...
You see, the world have not been very kind to me for the past years.... and I struggle pull through each day... And I always wish that I could just sleep and never wake up just like sleeping beauty (but I don't want some ugly prince who smells like garlic to kiss me la). If that happens I confirm die of seizure...
But when I start remembering about those small things.... I realise that I've actually been really bless... I mean which idiot can proudly say that *it* have been going for holidays abroad yearly? or have people pop out of no-where and give you help... or somehow always have $ to use even without having any allowance or income. Seriously, like I have no idea how I've been surviving w/o allowance from my parents this few months.... and have 2 wonderful aunties that suddenly out of the blue pay my music classes fees.... or have my mum suddenly agreeing to pay for my driving classes...
I'm in awe at how things miraculously turn out right.... and I'm taken by total surprise of how I manage to survive thus far...
You wouldn't believe it but my life is liken to a soap opera with lots of drama and tragedy and scandals and totally dysfunctional..... But I can proudly say that Jesus will be with me through it all.
Things might or might not get better... But God will and always will be GOD....
And I'm glad to know that....
It's 12.08 am.... so, it means it's a brand new day.....
Which means more drama and headache....
Which means omg-i'm-gonna-go-nuts....
But then God will give me just enough sanity to pull through another day...
but then hor..... God ar?! When will all this end ar?!
*grumbles*
Anyway,
my prayer tonight (pls don't fall asleep or get carried away with bunnies tales) will be that of thankfulness.... and not on my troubles, I mean it's not gonna go away, at least not now, So why bother complaining??
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