2nd chances is always what we need, yet this doesn't come by easy. Words said could never be taken back, deeds performed can never be undone, time would never tick in an anticlockwise direction....
Now that I'm not boiling up, I think this can be blogged in a more peaceful manner.
All in all I need an all-expense-paid-trip to somewhere deserted. And yes, I can continue to dream on as air tickets do not fall from the sky, neither do money grow on trees.
Much relationship have been strained, some to the extend of never mendable....
Words uttered can't be taken back, feelings can never be erased with ease. Yet, to me I prefer to just forget about it and move on. Then on the other hand, some I need to fix. Just not now. Period. I know you would never love me the way you did before, and we, as humans have continue to grow with time.... Maybe what it is now isn't really that bad. I wish we could go back to where we were a yew years ago, but you broke my heart while I dissapointed yours.
Isn't it weird yet fasinating that some things we know so well could appear to be foreign at the same time? Life's just full of suprises, and we're continuously opening a big wraped gift-box only to find another gift-box in it and yet another and another... It just goes on and on, yet we never get tired of opening all of it.
I'm just getting random thoughts right now,
No point dwelling on one subject for too long and I do have a sickness called short-attention spam, so.... ^^
Till something exciting happen, I'll just be ranting away about random stuff.
Fresh aroma could be smelled from afar......
It smells like.... something close to home,
close to the heart, something we hold so dear...
It's smells like...... like......
NASI LEMAK!!!
*runs away charging towards it*
*roar*
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Yes, I'm still waiting for dearest Lynn Lynn to help refurnish my blog as I am a self-confess Idiot when it comes to technology....
So thanks ya, Lynn!!
I really don't know what to type.... Gone are the days where my fingers would just miraculously move by itself.
Okay, here goes *inhales*
A huge thank you to all my buddies for setting up a junk-food ala birthday party for me in School. I know I gave a reaction close to nothing... haha, but really I appreciate it.
The ironic part was,
THE BIRTHDAY GIRL DOES NOT EAT JUNK FOOD... =.=
So I ended up eating lots of sandwiches, which was the only healthy food found there. Anyhow, we manage to finish everything.... piggies!!!
Owh yea... Beatrice send me a fairly encouraging text a few days back.
phil 4:6 - do not worry about anything, but pray about everything.
It's great having leaders like them... haha, very encouraging, not to mention the amount of $$ they spend sending texts to us almost every night.
*le sigh*
I ate 3 JCo donuts just now... I feel bad.
On to a more serious note....
I really don't know what to say to you,
I know we last talk ages ago...
but sometimes,
Things not as bad as it seem,
You're just playing tricks on yourself.
So instead of rambling bout how lonely you are,
Why not start off from where you left ??!!
So thanks ya, Lynn!!
I really don't know what to type.... Gone are the days where my fingers would just miraculously move by itself.
Okay, here goes *inhales*
A huge thank you to all my buddies for setting up a junk-food ala birthday party for me in School. I know I gave a reaction close to nothing... haha, but really I appreciate it.
The ironic part was,
THE BIRTHDAY GIRL DOES NOT EAT JUNK FOOD... =.=
So I ended up eating lots of sandwiches, which was the only healthy food found there. Anyhow, we manage to finish everything.... piggies!!!
Owh yea... Beatrice send me a fairly encouraging text a few days back.
phil 4:6 - do not worry about anything, but pray about everything.
It's great having leaders like them... haha, very encouraging, not to mention the amount of $$ they spend sending texts to us almost every night.
*le sigh*
I ate 3 JCo donuts just now... I feel bad.
On to a more serious note....
I really don't know what to say to you,
I know we last talk ages ago...
but sometimes,
Things not as bad as it seem,
You're just playing tricks on yourself.
So instead of rambling bout how lonely you are,
Why not start off from where you left ??!!
Saturday, July 4, 2009
YES.
Tomorrow church will be having YES...
So do Pray that everything goes smoothly.
And that it'll be done the way GOD plans it to be...
So do Pray that everything goes smoothly.
And that it'll be done the way GOD plans it to be...
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Yo peeps....
Yo people....
The was dead blogger is back!!!
Okayzz....
let me explain my absence, it's simple coz.....coz.....coz....
I NO MOOD TO BLOG xp
not to mention I was pretty busy with all my commitments.
Updates....
1. I am now a FREE BIRD!!!!! * no more the treasurer-slash-along*
2. Life's been a roller coaster ride.... with a tad of cotton candy added to it.
3. Yes, I am still single and unavailable *smiles*
4. I've changed.... for better or worse?? *me thinks the latter* *get whaks*
5. Spm is coming in bout less that 6 months *but i still dc*
6. I juz realise I need to get good results like today... reason censored *grins*
7. Got to spend quality with some friends... *muffin any1?*
8. Got to know lots of new friends....lost alot more *le sigh*
9. homework undone dated back to April 2009.... *smack heads*
10. I KENA NS....... T.T
Anyone who called or claims to be my friend knows that I can hardly stand under the hot sun for 1 hour and not faint....
To add on, the only camp I went was for 4 days 3 night, and guess what? WHAT?!
1st day I fainted,
2nd day I fell down
3rd n 4th day, I was semi paralysed...
HOW TO GO FOR NS?!
sheesh... nyways, me have plans on how to TRY to skip NS....
haha, pray that it works!!!!
But then again, me thinks no need to try also,
body already very weak, plus lots of sickness plus fainting spells...
Me thinks I'm gonna get kick out anyway....
PRAY FOR ME!!!! ONEGAISHIMASU!!!!
Whatever la, let God's will be done...
but I'm still gonna try hard to not go...
We'll see what happens
Que Sera sera, whatever will be will be...
nyways, I do realise that people that I used to hang out with isn't what they seem to be... Maybe because I changed, maybe because thay changed. Oh well. I accepted the fact that people come and goes like the wind anyway.
And I do get to be a bad-ass once in a while, not to mention I was born rebellious....
really, just leave me alone.
When I come into terms with myself, i turn back to be angelic... for now........... =.=
So sick and tired of being goody-goody....
Oh yea, If ya don't like reading what I blog, go ahead and press the red cross on the far right of the window.... It's my ranting ground, so read it or close it, either way it doesn't bother me much. =.=
here's a blog which was intro by my darling,
http://clairvopes.blogspot.com/
* Really funny and Random* *giggles*
Chiaos for now,
Oh yea, do pray for me. There's tons of issues i have to straighten out before I go bonkes @@
The was dead blogger is back!!!
Okayzz....
let me explain my absence, it's simple coz.....coz.....coz....
I NO MOOD TO BLOG xp
not to mention I was pretty busy with all my commitments.
Updates....
1. I am now a FREE BIRD!!!!! * no more the treasurer-slash-along*
2. Life's been a roller coaster ride.... with a tad of cotton candy added to it.
3. Yes, I am still single and unavailable *smiles*
4. I've changed.... for better or worse?? *me thinks the latter* *get whaks*
5. Spm is coming in bout less that 6 months *but i still dc*
6. I juz realise I need to get good results like today... reason censored *grins*
7. Got to spend quality with some friends... *muffin any1?*
8. Got to know lots of new friends....lost alot more *le sigh*
9. homework undone dated back to April 2009.... *smack heads*
10. I KENA NS....... T.T
Anyone who called or claims to be my friend knows that I can hardly stand under the hot sun for 1 hour and not faint....
To add on, the only camp I went was for 4 days 3 night, and guess what? WHAT?!
1st day I fainted,
2nd day I fell down
3rd n 4th day, I was semi paralysed...
HOW TO GO FOR NS?!
sheesh... nyways, me have plans on how to TRY to skip NS....
haha, pray that it works!!!!
But then again, me thinks no need to try also,
body already very weak, plus lots of sickness plus fainting spells...
Me thinks I'm gonna get kick out anyway....
PRAY FOR ME!!!! ONEGAISHIMASU!!!!
Whatever la, let God's will be done...
but I'm still gonna try hard to not go...
We'll see what happens
Que Sera sera, whatever will be will be...
nyways, I do realise that people that I used to hang out with isn't what they seem to be... Maybe because I changed, maybe because thay changed. Oh well. I accepted the fact that people come and goes like the wind anyway.
And I do get to be a bad-ass once in a while, not to mention I was born rebellious....
really, just leave me alone.
When I come into terms with myself, i turn back to be angelic... for now........... =.=
So sick and tired of being goody-goody....
Oh yea, If ya don't like reading what I blog, go ahead and press the red cross on the far right of the window.... It's my ranting ground, so read it or close it, either way it doesn't bother me much. =.=
here's a blog which was intro by my darling,
http://clairvopes.blogspot.com/
* Really funny and Random* *giggles*
Chiaos for now,
Oh yea, do pray for me. There's tons of issues i have to straighten out before I go bonkes @@
Friday, April 3, 2009
Don't speak
you know what, don't bother asking me bout my long absence.
I know I promise pictures, But I just somehow don't feel like posting it..
Seriously, What good is it
by acting happy when ur not?
trying to be nice when ur really not bothered?
Somehow we all put up the stupid smile just for the sake of it,
Don't we??
Oh well, we're living in a superficial world after all...
Sometimes, we just have to let our emotions show,
no point smiling while holding back tears,
what difference does it make?
Shout when you need to,
Scream, don't bolt it all inside....
Act silly (in a good way), You'll only live once....
If emotions doesn't show,
somehow you'll end up being stone hard.
Resolution(s):
Say I'm pissed when I'm
Stop being so nice, coz I'm not...
Screw up sometimes, no point being perfect
Show some emotions when I need to,
Or at least try identifying....
Oh Gawd... why am I sooo hardened??
I know I promise pictures, But I just somehow don't feel like posting it..
Seriously, What good is it
by acting happy when ur not?
trying to be nice when ur really not bothered?
Somehow we all put up the stupid smile just for the sake of it,
Don't we??
Oh well, we're living in a superficial world after all...
Sometimes, we just have to let our emotions show,
no point smiling while holding back tears,
what difference does it make?
Shout when you need to,
Scream, don't bolt it all inside....
Act silly (in a good way), You'll only live once....
If emotions doesn't show,
somehow you'll end up being stone hard.
Resolution(s):
Say I'm pissed when I'm
Stop being so nice, coz I'm not...
Screw up sometimes, no point being perfect
Show some emotions when I need to,
Or at least try identifying....
Oh Gawd... why am I sooo hardened??
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Dedication To Aiku Maikawa...
Zomg!!!
Aiku Maikawa graduated from Popteen...
Omg... she's Like my favourite model....
I doubt I'll even buy Popteen since she's no longer featured in it.
*sigh*
I really did look up to her...
Yes Claudia... she's the girl I told you about...
Aiku...
Aiku Maikawa graduated from Popteen...
Omg... she's Like my favourite model....
I doubt I'll even buy Popteen since she's no longer featured in it.
*sigh*
I really did look up to her...
Yes Claudia... she's the girl I told you about...
Aiku...
努力!!!
Memes again...
Tagged by Erica...
001. Real Name: Ginny Choong Siew Yen
002. Nickname(s): Gin, sandbunny, riko, ginny gabini, piggy....
003. Age: 17 years old
004. Zodiac Sign: Cancer
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary:SJK (c) Bt 9
007. Middle School:SMK Perimbun
008. High School: Refer q 007
009. College School: -
010. Hair colour: Black
011. Long or Short: Semi Long
012. Loud or Quiet: A mixture of both
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone
015. Health Freak: duh!
016. Drink or Smoke: Drink waterXD
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Adam Lambert!!! XD
018. Eat or Drink: Drink
019. Piercings: 2
020. Tattoos: nil
021. Social or Anti-Social: Both..
022. First Piercing: 12 yrs old
023. First Relationship: haha?? kindergaden.... kids!
024. First Best Friend: Er...
025. First Award: Some prize
026. First Kiss: ........
027. First Pet: Doggy
028. First Big Vacation: Hong Kong
029. First Love at first sight: More like attraction
030. First Big Birthday: 1 yrs old
Currently
049. Eating: Nothing.
050. Drink: Green tea
051. Excitement Level: 30%
052. I'm about to: blog, bath and sleep
053. Listening to: untouched- the veronicas
054. Plan for today: Sleep
055. Waiting for: Time to pass
056. Energy Level: partially dead
057. Thinking of someone: Yup
058.Want kids?: lolx.... maybe
059. Want to get married?: Time will tell.... not now!
060. Careers in mind?: *Don't Laugh* fashion designer, stylist, Singer, proffesional dancer
Which is better in the boy/girl you like
068. Lips or Eyes?: When you look me in the eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller
071. Protective or Caring?: Caring
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Hopelessly romantic
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: arms
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Both
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: neither
Have you ever
080. Lost glasses or contacts: glasses
081. Ran away from home: yea
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: against?
083. Killed somebody: I murder a frog that day
084. Broken someone's heart: i guess
085. Been arrested: by the fashion police??
087. Cried when someone died: nope
Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Not really
090. Miracles: Yea
091. Love at first sight: nope
092. Heaven: heaven is so real XD
093. Santa Claus: ...... *swt drop*
094. Tooth Fairy: ...... *swt drop*
095. Kiss in the first date: yea
Truthfully
097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now?: Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: Not really
099. Do you believe in God? Obviously
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people:
I tag
Chee Ming
Feli
Tk
Hema
Hj kor
001. Real Name: Ginny Choong Siew Yen
002. Nickname(s): Gin, sandbunny, riko, ginny gabini, piggy....
003. Age: 17 years old
004. Zodiac Sign: Cancer
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary:SJK (c) Bt 9
007. Middle School:SMK Perimbun
008. High School: Refer q 007
009. College School: -
010. Hair colour: Black
011. Long or Short: Semi Long
012. Loud or Quiet: A mixture of both
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone
015. Health Freak: duh!
016. Drink or Smoke: Drink waterXD
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Adam Lambert!!! XD
018. Eat or Drink: Drink
019. Piercings: 2
020. Tattoos: nil
021. Social or Anti-Social: Both..
022. First Piercing: 12 yrs old
023. First Relationship: haha?? kindergaden.... kids!
024. First Best Friend: Er...
025. First Award: Some prize
026. First Kiss: ........
027. First Pet: Doggy
028. First Big Vacation: Hong Kong
029. First Love at first sight: More like attraction
030. First Big Birthday: 1 yrs old
Currently
049. Eating: Nothing.
050. Drink: Green tea
051. Excitement Level: 30%
052. I'm about to: blog, bath and sleep
053. Listening to: untouched- the veronicas
054. Plan for today: Sleep
055. Waiting for: Time to pass
056. Energy Level: partially dead
057. Thinking of someone: Yup
058.Want kids?: lolx.... maybe
059. Want to get married?: Time will tell.... not now!
060. Careers in mind?: *Don't Laugh* fashion designer, stylist, Singer, proffesional dancer
Which is better in the boy/girl you like
068. Lips or Eyes?: When you look me in the eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller
071. Protective or Caring?: Caring
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Hopelessly romantic
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: arms
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Both
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: neither
Have you ever
080. Lost glasses or contacts: glasses
081. Ran away from home: yea
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: against?
083. Killed somebody: I murder a frog that day
084. Broken someone's heart: i guess
085. Been arrested: by the fashion police??
087. Cried when someone died: nope
Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Not really
090. Miracles: Yea
091. Love at first sight: nope
092. Heaven: heaven is so real XD
093. Santa Claus: ...... *swt drop*
094. Tooth Fairy: ...... *swt drop*
095. Kiss in the first date: yea
Truthfully
097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now?: Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: Not really
099. Do you believe in God? Obviously
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people:
I tag
Chee Ming
Feli
Tk
Hema
Hj kor
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