Once upon a time

Once upon a time, having full control of her emotions. She was stoned faced. Words don't hurt her, actions she ignores. Things of the earth felt petty to her. Pain was not felt as numbness took over and nothing matters.... All that matters is that her wall does not come crushing down.

Crushing down it did....

Was it for better or worst?!

Once upon a time.... was a distant past

Sometimes, I wonder if you've actually realise the reason as to why you're so miserable.... I, for one have the perfect answer for you. Coz to you, you think that your life is fucking screwed and you think that you have no reason to try to enjoy finer things in life just because you wanna harp on the fact that Life sucks...

Seriously, why do some people refuse to see the glass as half full instead of half empty. I mean there's always two sides to everything.... HELLO?! 3 Dimension people, or rather dinosaur. Pah!!

Just because the first half of your life sucks doesn't mean it'll forever be like that... There's always little things in life that we should be thankful for, like the air that we breath or the fact that life's boring coz we live in a peaceful society... Simplicity is also an option of life.

You know what?
My take on you is that, If you're gonna continue thinking that you're life sucks, well so be it! Thank you very much.....

I on the other hand am gonna count my blessings, eventhough my life sucks as much as yours if I were to see it from you're perspective.

gah... It annoys me soooo much that some people needs to dwell on their unhappiness. It in turn rubs on to me and make me emo like shit..... To make matter worse, I just came back from cg. HOW NOW BROW COW??!!

ps:// opss! kinda edited lots to remove offensive stuff.... SRY AR?! VERY PISSED LER

Sigh

By the way....
I'm suppost to torment you people with a post of what I bought from endless shoppings....
However, some of the stuff that I bought went missing...
WHY LAR!!! I LIKE MY NEWLY BOUGHT MINIS
So, once I'm done hunting for them, I shall post it up... given I find my camera.

At the mean time....
I am working.... yet again!!!
No comments bout it, except that I'm like a lil child among them. The youngest is like 9 years my senior, WHY LAR!!! And they tend to bully me.... but then again they call me leng lui, So I forgive you.

Why am I so Vain??!!!

Looking into scholarships and colleges now, so not free to update la!!!
U shall be back soon... Prob by sat

Shanghai Trip

So yep... I'm Back!!!
Can't really remember what happen during the 8 days in China, maybe its because everything was going on in bullet train speed. All I know is I spent lots of Money on useless stuff... Grrr!!! Now I'm officially broke...



Anyway, after 8 days there with 2 Cameras, all I took was Pictures of myself.... Now tell me I vain or not?!! LOL... So Imma flood you with pictures of mua. Like this...

*

*

*

*

*

*

*

*

*

JUST KIDDING

Most of the pictures I took consist of sceneries and other people... But I ain't gonna post their faces here coz they're prettier than me, so I jealous... KIDDING AGAIN!! Those dear friends of mine prefer to have complete privacy and not show off their face on WWW..

The 1st city we went to was Hangzhou... I must say it's the only place I enjoy during this whole trip as the scenery was ichiban... like the best I've ever seen.

Trying to do artistic stuff

FAIL MAX T.T



Bamboo shoots in the wetland park

******************************************************************************

Xi hu (west lake) so freaking cunted lar
I like the reflection on the lake

Was raining heavily

Just what you expected during spring

Closer look with flash

Sakura!!!

Sakura again

Then it started snowing in Nanjing.... It's spring and it started snowing. Anyway I was happy.. .

When Mr. little Pig (tour guide) says that it might snow in Nanjing, I was like yea right, It's spring how to snow.... But *slap* right on the face, It started snowing. zzz

It reminds me of X'mas

Outside "MeiLing Gong"

Seriously, this is how big all of it is...

nickname : stunted growth prawn

btw, those ball like things are pearls

Then we went to this pearl selling place, and my aunty started buying like Crazy... I was like siao ar?! No need money is it?! But it fell on deaf ears.....

Then we went to this place in Shanghai which is like a mesuem that exibits old shanghai stuff... Quite impressive I must say...

Night view of Shanghai..

Oh yeah, If your wondering why the pictures quality and sizes are not the same, yours truly decided to kill one of my camera.... So I've got no choice but to put up with the suckier camera and my pathetic phone until 5 days later where I found out that fixing the spoiled camera was as easy as changing memory card... I STUPID OR NOT??!!

Before I end I shall traumatise you people one more time.... Those are handmade candies btw...

TeeHee

Annoying Habits on a Plane

First off, please excuse my rather strong language coz this post was written when I was super pissed off on a plane.

For people like me who haven't been on an aeroplane for a whole 12 months, It's always exciting when we're about to board a plane... There's always this feeling of fear mixed with excitement of being a few thousand?? feet above ground level...

It's like your happy to be flying (which kid isn't =.=) yet at the same time afraid that your plane would lose control and crash into an unknown island *cough* to much of LOST *cough*

So I closed my eyes an said a silent prayer....

*Open eyes*

Guess what I saw???
no, not a bunny or a deer or oh so handsome prince charming....

But a black blob of dirty greasy black stuff called hair from this ugly middle-aged man. It's already annoying enough to be stuck in an economy class cabin which is super crowded (no money what to do?). Now I get an arrogant old man who moved his seat right to the back and stuck his dirty greasy unwashed-for-days hair right into my face.

Like excuse me... Do you not have any manners?! or awareness that there is someone sitting behind of you?! Or do you think that smelling your dirty hair is an honour to me??!!!!

HELLO???!!!!

If everyone on that particular plane were to lower their seats like that, it would not be a pleasant flight but rather a smell-my-hair-for-hours kinda flight... Which would be such a pleasant experience rite?! *roll eyes*

Gah... that totally spoilt my wonderful day.

ps: I've got to go to work on monday.... Nooooo crapcrapcrap gahgahgah NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! x that by a hundred times and you'll know how I feel...

ps: make it a zillion times coz my family would be going to Hong Kong.... NOOOO!!!

Yes yes... Pics from shanghai coming up!!! As soon as I retrieve my camera

A quick update before I fly off...

After spending years with these people(s) I shall do a quick recap of what I remember the most about them...

HEMA - David!!!! *screams & jump around x 100* *starts crying*. Then talks about it for the next few months...

PAVI - You know one day I'm gonna marry Joe Jonas and run away to America and meet the paparazi.....yada yada yada yada.............

VANESSA - Oh happy Day!!! *lol, I have no idea why, guess its coz ur always singing it*

LYNN - Come my house watch movie, sleepover...

BRIGGITA - Bite me!!! Bite me!!! *then goes on to snap a pic of her leg =.=

SHAGEETHA - Dey Macha... Got no shame ar?!

GURVINA - Goes around Hugging every one

FELICIA - After the conversation is over, she goes huh??

ANGELA - Refer to felicia and replace huh with a stare, make that a looong stare

KAVI - Meow moew!!! Lmao

And the best of the best....

TECK KIEN - Runs around with 2 coconut shell and pretend that it's his boobs =.=

LOL... If you people happens to read this, CHILL!!! I'm just being my retarded bunny self.
Will upload lots of pictures.... soon

It's been awhile since we, the form 5 cg girls hang out together.... or izzit because I always miss out on all the activities... yer!!! why like that one... no fair!!!!

So anyway, we went to leisure mall to watch percy *something* and the lighting theif... Sorry lar, I'm so not a movie freak... But I was really glad that Valentine's Day was not available in Leisure mall.. tsk tsk, sorry Zanne I AM SO NOT A CHEEZY MUSHY MOSHY PERSON... *throws teddy bear on the floor* *take back to sayang*

The best was when we were in salvation...
The one who is lame.... Lmao!!! Sorry sorry inside joke. Darling, If ur reading this I'm really sorry but I really couldn't resist the temptation to type this...

Owh yea, btw guess what my name means....
GOD'S GRACIOUS GIFT...
wow, like seriously... cool rite.

Anyway, I'm wondering.... should I forgo my common sense and wear heels when I go to Shanghai next week. No doubt my leg will break.. But I kenot tahan lar... I WANNA WEAR HEELS.

Very lame post... Intended pun... since I really am not in th e mood