updates...

A bunch of monkeys came over to my house for Cny yesterday...
and we had fun... well maybe towards the end I was abit sleepy, but I guess it's good...
We went to the playground near my house and end up caught in the rain... becoz apparently, Feli, Hem and Gurv was obsess with the slide...

Lol, then they proceed to my room... mind you... I had to change my bedsheets right after they left coz some people left oranges seeds on it... hehe, but I still love you!!! And Gurv being herself thought that the smarties packet was something else... *ahem* *wink* *wink*
Oh yea, and notty Hema... strike jackpot!!! *shh..*

Okay, okay... I know it dosent make sense.... but I'm not really in a mood to blog about stuff like this, all in all we had fun....

Oh yea, went to Midvalley today... and
and...
and....
some Idiot was stalking me.... AGAIN..
all the way from The gardens to Midvalley megamall!!!! Like seriously wth... I see him on the escalators, outside clothes store.... I go up 1 level, he follow...
Poor Cullen, Imagine what he goes thru everyday in school...
Anyway, after the stalker realise I know of his presence, he left...

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Do not read!!!
It will not make sense to any of you...
Plainly the authors thoughts...
no, I'm not emo...
just thoughts....
I think I'm actually feeling very good....
Just thoughts... For me and God...

Empty,
real emptyness....
feelings couldn't be sense anymore....
Dreams?
What dreams??
When taking another step might be fatal...
Forever stuck in this manner....
forever?? Time dosen't stop, but what if you've stopped.
Stuck in between....
Looking back is tragic...
Yet to come is bleak...
Now, is a tread...
Waiting to be snapped.

But maybe snapping wouldn't be that bad....
Things need to be resolved anyway...
For better or for worse...
Cheers!!!

But I prefer hanging on....
maybe? What for? For what?
Only God knows...