Happy Merdeka Day....

Happy Merdeka Day!!!

I know this is a little late since it’s already night time.... However, it still is 31th August. So I guess it’s better late than never.

Isn’t it great that Malaysia has gain independence for 53 years already? It might not be long in terms of worldwide country age?? but then if you’re to count it in human age terms then I would say that she’s in the late middle age. Okay, okay, sorry for membebel-ing....

Anyway, in case you didn’t realise, I just came back from Hong Kong last week....
And to tell you the truth, there’s no place better that our good ol’ country... I know it sounds cliché’. And someone my age should be rambling about how good other places are.... And trust me, I do it... ever so often, mind you.

In a way we’re always comparing our country with others and complaining that the green pastures on the other side is always better and greener and .... .... ( insert ur own self). We humans are always like this, we fail to appreciate things until it’s gone and lost.

Oh yeah, I do realise that this post sounds familiar as many have written about the same thing.... but then I ensure you that it’s all my thoughts... I dare say It sounds repetitive because we’re all living in the same place with the same surroundings and stuff like that (me is referring to fellow M’sians).

So now, I present to you....

5 things I like about Malaysia.

1. The spaces we have - Imagine living in a house which is as big as my room + Ken’s room. Now, imagine that this house cost as much as 4x the price of my house. That, is what I lived in in Hong Kong... heck, it’s so freaking small that I couldn’t even swing my hands in circle.... (no offense, me likie Hk as well)

2. The pace here is way slower - Now, don’t start criticizing that it’s due to lazyness. You try to work and work and work for hours and hours till you’re down with depression then you talk to me....

3. Malaysian’s are generally friendly – Tell me it’s not true.... Okay, maybe this doesn’t apply on the roads... but other than that, we are friendly what!! I mean there’s always some sour grapes in our midst, but MOST of us would open the door for someone in need or tell you the time when asked or...............

4. Shopping – I know there are better places like Milan or Paris or Tokyo or New York.... but then you cannot deny that we do have some awesome shopping malls here in KL.... but then why don’t we have H&M (or maybe we do, I just didn’t notice). And we have places like Sg Wang.... how on earth can people sell dresses for RM25? Eat what? Grass ar?

5. Aku anak Malaysia. Period.

Neh, got alot more... but I very the lazy to update summore lar...

MIA

I have my own friends, I do my own things, I've my principles and I stand up for what I believe in. I slay my own dragons coz prince charming does not exist. Heck, even if he does, I wouldn't want him to save me....
I have goals and dreams. And I'm not afraid to work on it....
So, that's what makes me a bitch to you...
Ah well, that's what I'll be then...
I can't always be the one giving....

anyway, bunny's gonna be MIA for a week!!!!
But will try to update when I have a chance.
I'll be blogging bout fashion when I come back....

Lord,
You see the fears in me....
I pray you'll give me strength to pull through...
Just tonight, Just a few more hours....
Well, maybe for the rest of my life...

I need your peace,
Coz with trembling and fear I type this.

I never thought this would be me,
I build walls so high so I wouldn't feel pain,
I've no idea when,
But the walls came crashing down....

I'm not use to feeling scared, weak and vulnerable,
But I am right now....

p/s: urghh.... I should really talk to someone right now....
I need some distractions...

Pwned...

At times, life is full of irony....
Take yesterday for example, all I wanted to do was to sneak out and go get a few things done.... Not that I needed to, I just didn't want to tell anyone where I was going...
Guess what? I saw 3 of my aunties, my mum then my dad. isn't life wonderful *roll eyes*. Being a little mischievous I wanted to see if I could like pass by them without them noticing. You know, those running away from the bad guy games we used to play when we were young. Well, I think I did pretty good job coz I only got spotted by 2 of my aunties so I ended up chatting with them for awhile before continuing my quest... wth, I sound like I'm some video game hero... Maybe in my next life I could be SALT or a mosquito... coz they're both good at sneaking around... But then I'll get smack and my blood splash all over the palm of some bald middle-age guy if I was a mosquito...

But, Hah! There's only one life so.....
I guess I'll never be SALT or a police or a CIA or any of those jobs we see in movies.
T.T

Anyway, me is thinking of writing short stories coz I got bitten by the writing bug...
Should I??

Once upon a time

credits to landscape.thundafunda.com

As weird as this seems, the above picture reminds me of childhood. The peacefulness in the photo somehow gives me the nostalgic feeling that I thought I lost long ago... I wonder how everyone's doing?

I'm really sorry... must be the amount of film and art analysis I've been doing for my asignment... I'm becoming all emotional and dramatic *weeps*. Okay, not really...

Seriously, I've never notice it till now.... How fast time passes by. I could still remember vividly how I would play with my cousins in Genting and how I was so afraid of the life size barbie doll in Veron's apartment everytime I go to Hong kong.

I haven't been to Genting for years.... and I haven't been to Hong Kong for 5 years, so much for calling it my 2nd home.... I'll be going there in about 2 weeks time, I wonder if it's still the same... Would I still know how to take the public transport? Would the buildings still remain as it is?

I wonder.... and I can't wait to find out.

On a second note, I realise I haven't met up with lots of people that used to be close to me... The other day I saw Athena with her cousin brother... acting like real cousins. I wonder how long have it been since I've last spoken to any of mine... as a matter of fact seen any of them.

I guess I kinda miss the carefree days I used to have during my childhood... The days where I used to be pampered to death like a princess.... Now I'm nothing more than just another adult that needs to fend for herself. I wish that sometimems, there's actually a shoulder to lean on... But i know that's something that would never happen (excluded Jesus Okay... coz he sure there one. but in the human world).

Recently, I've been quite concern for things that I would have never pay attention to... I feel the ice melting, but I'm not really sure if it'll do me any good... In fact, I think I would rather stay the way I am... cold and collected..

p/s : Forget the cold and collected part.. it's megasales time... i'm like an excited bunny!!!! and I have a feeling that the magic plastic is gonna explode... and my tail will get burn in the process... OH BUNNY!!!

A lil something bout movies

God is awesome!!! When for a movie with TK and gang..... but then, I didn't manage to get the tickets where else everyone bought theirs.... At that moment I was like, crap!!!
But guess what, I saw my darling.... So instead of watching a movie which would never be my initial choice, I got to watch the movie which I was dying to watch!!! Neh neh...

Isn't God awesome.... He always makes things better when it seems blah....

And, I guess I should stop procrastinating and get started on my never ending to-do list.... I always procrastinate when it comes to my responsibilities and work... Guitar, tomorrow lah. Exams, the night before 1st lah. Singing, never practice also... then kena kaboom by teacher.... Undang, heck! I'm the only idiot w/o a license.....

I really should get started!!!!!

*tomorrow 1st lar*
Someone shoot me already T.T

Seriously..... It's annoying when things you plan never turn out right....
And I really don't feel like blogging...
Coz I'm in a terrible mood....
Too much Ice-cream and stuff..... Too much of Good becomes no good...