I've been worrying alot lately since I've been having abit too much to handle. Phew... Its all done and life is less hectic.. Except STUPID exam... i repeat.. STUPID EXAM!!!!!!
Yet, why do i sense that I'm not totally at peace with myself? I keep worrying and am so fearful lately... Seriously I feel so so bad about this.
I know God said..
- Do not be afraid for I am with you.
- Call unto my name and I will deliver you.
- Confess and repent, and U will be forgiven
and that I'm more precious than anything on planet earth or for that matter the whole universe.. For I am his daughter. ( It's from my memory so its not type base on da bible... juz to let ya noe, its not that accurate.. but da meaning is da same)
I believe in God... but I still need him to help me remove my unbelief.. I know that sounds weird but Its so so true. I know being fearful and worrying is a sin and it does not please God... but I can't help it.. *sigh* but I believe when the time is right, God will help me understand all this confusion that I have... All I have to do is HAVE FAITH.. which is a big big word...
patience, patience....
Ps/ was suppose to post my to do list and must have list... but I guess i'll save it for tomorrow..
2 comments:
Hmm.. I bet it is bothering you much lately. It has been a while is it? I will pray and seek the lord's guidance and help you as hard as I can! Byaaa! Don't give up, there is a purpose in everything. Maybe there is just somethings that you could not let go...
haha... I have no idea.
It's been bothering me for quite awhile yet I can't say what it is...
I'm CONFUSED!!
wakakaka
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