To see the Unseen

I so do not know how to write a poem... It never seems to rhythm, so I'll leave it to monkey brain, who miraculously ace it every time...

While I shall......RAMBLE AWAY.....WEE!!!!
Ish... I freaking have split personality.... Identity Crisis!!!! Roar!!!!

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My brain ain't functioning well... I have so much to write, yet I can't seems to make a sentence. Bear with me if it sounds ridiculous... I shall draft something tonight and edit it tomorrow if my brain isn't all clogged up with spider webs... No promises.

However right now....
Where do you find the faith and strenght to believe, When the something you wanna believe in couldn't be seen...

I would be content, If life would stay stagnant... If only I could turn back time, If only I had the power to change everything.... Would life be a different story all together... I guess it dosen't matter anymore. If only...doesn't make any difference...

I would be happy enough if nothing changes... Heck, I don't think I can stand anymore nonsense. I guess i lost my will to be strong... Yes, I need a kick in the ass... Coz I can't afford to lose.. I know if i gave up and throw everything away... that would be the last straw... I have to go on... If I want everyone to be happy...

I am crapping... I assure u I'm drunk... Without alcohol. I wonder why?!!
hmm... Lack of sleep makes my brain go nuts..

Lord, give me strenght.
Give me moutain moving faith.
Show us the light at the end of the tunnel.
Coz all we have left... Is the trust in u.