Cry me a River

Recklessness runs in my veins... I do at times leave people dumbstruck by all the crazy stuff I do... I tend to force myself to do "stuff" just coz I feel like it, Even when I feel wobbly in the leg and am gonna pass out... ("stuff" means I'm not gonna reveal it on www) Nothing illegal thou...maybe you could say its a bit reckless, like the time I went out alone in HK just coz i felt like it... ^.^

Tomorrow I MIGHT be going to Time Square with friends... I say MIGHT! No promises...
And guess how I'm going back since my Brillant Mother dosen't feel like fetching me anywhere... In case you didn't know, I stay the other side of the world from Times Square. Back to the question, How am I freaking going back? I'll probably have to take train(s) ie: monorail + LRT to somewhere and then I'll have to figure out how to go home... Pretty normal huh?! Except I freaking don't know how to take a train, and now your telling me I have to switch trains and take other forms of transport... I never really taken public transport for crying out loud....

So, If and only If I decides that I wanna take the trouble to go even in the mist of being broke... I'll go. But It's highly unlikely, coz I really am very very broke..

Actually, the main reason why I still a tiny-wincy bit feel like going is to try out stupid sucky public transport of our Coutry... I heard it suck.

Honey(s) , stop worrying bout me... Stop caring, I am not worth ur time. Indeed I fear people caring about me, Coz I'll be a huge disappointment... i know I am, coz I am gonna do it...

Edit.
15 min later, feli says she can fetch me home... Ish.. I was rooting for public transport.
Fear not I has plenty of time...